i found that..
actually me myself are a perfectionist..
i found that. if i had been given a job..
i just wanna finish it perfectly..
so i do need time to prepare for it..
but sometimes things burst out suddenly..
just not enough time for me to prepare for it!!
or mayb that i just dun have enough confidence on myself...
and seems that..
dunno its since long time before or it just happen lately..
i start to losing confident in so much thing..
and losing confident on myself also..
i start to not believing myself in so much so much thing..
something big that change me??
or this is the real side of me..
just hope that my faith to YOU can lead me through all the problem that i face..
all the challenge that have to deal with..
cant i dont be so emo??